Wow the plane ride there was pleasant beside for Skye tossing and turning in her seat.

She was talking to someone. It was kind of creepy.

As the plane landed I woke Skye up from her little dream land.

"Skye its time to get up the plane has landed"

"Oh wa okay "

We head out of the plane and I catch out of the side of my eye a guy that looks just like Jyrki69 my heart skips a beat The is no way it is him because they are tour in the USA I thought.

Jussi69 pov

Things are falling apart lately.

My dreams have been so fucked up lately I can't think straight.

I just need to go home and rest for a bit I think that will help a whole lot.

"Jussi do what a drink?"

Baize holds out a beer for me

"Sure "

Jyrki finally gets back to the car after searching for him lost ring.

"Did you find it?"

"Yes and I seen some dinner "

I look at him and the boys how could they be thinking about blood at a time like this

"Well you guys have fun with that I'm staying in tonight"

The guys look at me like I have never said that before.

"Jussi you have to go out with us tonight it wouldn't be right "

I don't want to go but I feel like I have to so I will

"Okay but Im not eating tonight "

"Okay "

Jyrki just looks at me he knows something is wrong with me I just wish he would tell me what it is because I really do not know.

Skye POV

I open the door to my sweet little condo in my favorite place I already feel better.

It amazes me each time I come here its like the other half of me.

I run up to my bedroom and see my two big closest filled with my clothes my beautiful reviling club clothes and my sweet and romantic dinner clothes I cant wait I think Amy did the best thing for me.

I turn around to jump into my bed but I see a picture of Nick next to and it sends me back to time we came here to get away for a week gosh we spent day in and day out in the bed or in the Kitchen.

Amy walks in to my room and I just look at her and fall to the ground crying

"Oh my god Skye sweetie "

"Its okay im okay lets just go out and have fun"

I smile a fake it didn't fool Amy at all

"Skye I brought you here to cheer up not fall down in to a worse depression Sweetie I care about you "

I smile a real smile this time it felt good that she cares about me that I have a real friend

"Okay -I jump up and give her a hug- lets go out tonight "

Amy runs in to my closet full of clubbing clothes and pulls out my most reviling outfit

"Where this"

"What nooooo you can I wont "

"Ha okay then this"

She pulls out  a simple little black dress with a ankh on the back I wore that to my first 69 eyes show . I loved that dress it just spoke to me

I nodded my head in  approval the dress made me look hot.

Amy jumped up and down

Just seeing her happy made me happy I think this is her first time really clubbing with someone she gets along with.

Amy runs off talking to her self while putting on my skimpy little outfit.

Should i really be going out in a time like this.

Maybe im meant to go out and see what else os out there maybe i might just meet that voice that plays in my dreams.

Amy POV

Skye is already cheering up.

Im so happy I think that this trip has already helped her a little.

I cant wait to really go clubbing I have always wanted to go with Skye with all the crazy stories i have heard from Starr I know this is going to be a blast.

3 hours of getting ready past by make up shoes out fit changes (due to me lol )

I end up wearing a low cut Elvis shirt with a pair of black leather pants with sunglasses and Skye's fav ankh and Skye is wearing the simple black dress with a ankh on the back she has her hair put back in lovely flowing waves and curls she looks beautiful.

"You ready to go Skye "

Skye looks at her self one last time

"Yeah i think im ready to go "

Skye takes me out of her garage and pulls out the most beautiful car i have ever seen in my life it was bright green like neon green with purple lights the inside had purple velvet seat and hanging from the mirror was a heartagram and ankh

"Skye where in the hell did you get this "

"My dad paid half then i did some modeling jobs and that paid for the other half"

"Oh wow what kind of car is this "

"lamborghini  de pablo"

"Wow"

I hop in the car and Skye just jets off not even giving me time to put on my seat belt

"Ha I have missed my baby "

She rubs the dash board

"Wow is all i can say Skye i never knew you had this "

"no one does not eve Starr your the first person to ever ride in it besides me "

"okay so what club we going to "

"I dont know yet but I know its going to be jumping and If not well we will just go to my favorite bar always has  good people and usually packed"

"Ooh Kay buddy lets go"

"So wanna see it go a little faster?"

I do but im scared for my life right now

"Yes"

I watch Skye's foot as she barely taps the gas peddle and we just shoot off into the night

20 mins later what would usually take me and hour drive we are at this nice bar people are just flowing in and out of the doors the people look so different it amazes me

"Well here we are I have to go in and let Joni know im here in town you can follow me or make your self at home "

I think i will follow Skye she seems so at home here It amazes me how she just lets loose here in Finland like nothing ever happen

Joni's POV

I see my good friend Skye walk in to the bar and my eyes just pop out of my head I have not seen her in a year she looks so different.

She walks over and her hair is just flowing like a goddess's she catches every guys eyes as she walks over to me.

"Skye Darling ! oh are you my love"

"Oh Im doing pretty good could be better My friend Amy here wanted to see Finland and I needed a break from the American life  style so i she packed u pall my stuff before i could even talk about it she made the plans so now im here"

I look at her friend Amy She looks like Skye's type but they are not hanging all over each other Im guessing when Skye said friend she meant it Amy is beautiful tho her hair is long and such a dazzling brown she has a wonderful smile wow these two girls have looks that could kill.

Amy just stands there like she is amazed at how free Skye is acting

"Well Joni I think we are going to go mingle a little you remember where my place is right"

"yes how could i ever forget "

"true ha "

Skye gives me a kiss on the cheek I have a sense something is wrong with her I just do not know what yet.

Skye POV

I feel so at home yet held back a little I don't want Amy seeing me completely relaxed because I don't know yet if she would like it I will slowly open up a little more and let her in. We flirt around with some of the guys in the bar and they buy use some beer. Things didn't feel right I felt eyes looking at me from across the room not eyes of hate tho loving eyes like they adored me I look around to see who is looking at me and well pretty  much every guy in the room but one group of guys stood out to me more than the rest I seen the 69 eyes and a few other famous rock stars. I just look away and kinda text it to Amy

-SkyexSabotage- Oh my gee Amy look over your shoulder to the left in the back

-AmyxAffection- What why?

-SkyexSabotage- Just do it trust me

Amy looks over her shoulder like someone said her name and see them

-AmyxAffection- OH MY GOD should we go over there or something I mean Jussi seems to be staring one of us down

-SkyexSabotage- Nah let them come to us

-AmyxAffection- do you think they will

-SkyexSabotage- They will if he is really staring us down

-AmyxAffection- okay =]]

After a few more beers I start to feel a little crazy but I hold my self back for Amy's sake

I start talking to this really handsome guy name Mark.

Amy is talking to Marks friend Mike and well during this conversation two guys come up I ignore them because I was bust talking to someone else Amy just nudges me in the side.

I look up and see it is Jussi and Jyrki from the 69 eyes.

"Um would you ladies like to join me and my friends over there "

I look at Amy and nod

Amy gets up and stands next to Jyrki automatically

I just sit there

"Hi im Amy "

I look up to Jussi and no words are spoken it is like we have meet before

I look over to Jyrki.

"I am Skye "

Jussi just steps back a little like im going to hurt him in some way.

 "Amy sweetie I need to go for a ride and clear my head I will be back in like 20 minutes"

Amy looks at me like what is wrong

Jussi just looks at me again

"May I come?"

I look at Jussi and just nod my head.

Jyrki's POV

From across the room I could feel the tension between Jussi and the ginger they had this strong vibe going back and forth like they were feeding off each others energy I took Amy and had her sit down with me and my friend while Skye and Jussi exchanged few words between them .

"So Amy darling Why are you here in Finland?"

"My friend needed some down time from the American life style"

"Oh so you two are staying at a hotel here in Finland?"

"Oh no she has her own little town house here"

I look at Amy her eyes are gorgeous its hard not to stare at her.

Joni walks over to Amy

"Amy where is Skye her lambo is no out back"

Ah so they are the ones that flew past us in the lambo I thought it would be Bam or one of his friends

"She went for a Ride Joni she has a a lot on her mind "

"I couldn't guess with how she was acting I mean something is wrong she only comes to Finland when she is trying to get away from something "

"Yeah plus I was kind of begging her "

"Oh Amy I see you have met Jyrki"

"Hello Joni long time no see how many months?"

"About 3 -4 months "

"Ha well it has been forever almost while I have you here Joni I will take the usual and get the pretty lady here a ---"

I wait for Amy to speak up

"A beer  please"

"Okay coming right up"

"Thank you Joni"

Joni walks away she is very beautiful beside the scar she has on her face from the bar fights.

"So Amy what do you do "

"Oh well im going to college at the moment I on break right now but Im majoring in Journalism and taking several other classes like photography and things"

"Oh that is good tell me more "

"well lets see Im 19 and well I listen to everything from Elvis to slayer"

"Ah so you have a wide range in music great"

"Yea "

I need to come up with some ideas something to talk to her about damn think Jyrki think

"So how did you meet Skye"

"Well funny story we first started talking online and writing stories together and stuff we lost contact for a few years until one day she was in my state for a photo shoot and I was the photographers helper that day I seen her and she just pretty much tackled me to the ground later that month she told me that she was moving in with me and I was like okay "

"Do you model your self?"

"Nooooo!"

"Why not I mean your very beautiful "

Amy starts to blush as the blood runs to her face I smile

I cant smile to big or she will see my fangs but if I do a quick smile and nod to her that might hide it

"thank you"

I look at her one more time before I start to thirst for something that will end my hunger

Her skin is so white and her neck so warm just begging me to bite into it

"So what kind of things are you into?"

"Well I love to write and draw a little "

"Oh so do I "

Jussi's POV

As Skye and I drive away in her car she looks over to me

"Why did you want to come?"

I don't know why I wanted to come what should I say to her

"Because I needed to get out of there "

"But why did you want to ride with me?"

"Why are you asking so many questions?"

I just look at her she is so beautiful I have never seen someone like her she reminds me of one of the red heads that you would read about in queen of the damned her outfit showed the shape of her hourglass body and her blue eyes could bring any guy to his knees

"Im sorry Jussi its just im really stressed out and kinda just wanted to be alone "

"Oh im sorry "

I look at her and I have this sudden urge to just grab her face and kiss her I think I will at the next stop light

She looks over to me

"Jussi have you ever had someone invade your dreams?"

What makes her ask this?

"every night why?"

Her head shoots  forward as she presses down on the gas peddle a little more.

"No reason"

Skye finally comes to a stop light and I lose my gut to do it.

"Skye why did you let me come with you"

She slows down the car a little and put a little smile on her face

"I don't know "

She comes to a stop

"What are you doing "

"Get out "

"What "

"Get out "

"Why"

"Just trust me get out "

I get out of the car and she drives off a little bit into the darkness she did not just leave me out here in the middle of no where did she I look ahead and see brake lights and looks like she is parking

A sigh of relief comes over me

She runs up to me bare foot with her hair down laughing at me and pointing

"You thought I was going to leave you didn't  you "

"Yea"

She gives me a hug ... it felt so right all the worries I had today where nothing

"So lets start over now"

She smiles and it just warms my heart she is so beautiful.

 "Hello I'm Jussi I play the drums in the band called the 69 eyes have you heard of us?"

"Well hello Jussi I'm Skye and yes I have heard of them they are one of my favorite bands you are a very good drummer but I tend to go for the lead singer even tho the drummers are my favorite"

I could tell she was joking about the lead singer thing just trying to mess around with me

"So what do we do know?"

"I don't know lets walk"

We started to walk around the park and just enjoy the peace and quite she would look at me from time to time her eyes just sung out to me kiss me over and over again with each and every look should I? I don't know

I stop and she turns around to face me as she turns to face me I give her the most passionate kiss I can but then I start to taste blood and push her away

she was in shock her fingers on her lips as blood slowly flows out of her bottom lip.

"Jussi don't let a little blood stop you Wow "

"I think we should head back to the bar"

He blood tasted so sweet like no other blood I had tasted before in my life it was hard being in the same car as her

She pretty much flew though the lights one by one just little blurs and lines of light

Skye Pov

As the rain fall outside my window, I hear his calls for me. I dont know his name, but i know that he loves me and someday we will meet. My daydream is ruined by Amy, Starr and Jess play fighting with lamont.

Amy walks up stairs to my room
"Skye come down here and join us stop being so gloomy "
I just look at her. she is a great friend but i dont know if i should tell her about this voice i hear calling out to me and how it just sooths me for some reason I think she would think im insane

Amy just looks at me and walks over and gives me a hug
"Skye everything will be okay Nick is the one missing out "
I just look up to her

"Amy can i tell you soemthing I really dont care what nick has done he means nothing to me know I have this little gut feelign there is someone better out there for me "
I look out the window again just listening to see if i can hear his voice again
"Skye"
"Yes Amy"
She just looks at me and shakes her head
"Dinner will be on the table in a hour "
"okay"

I wait half a hour till i walk down the stairs slowly everyone is in the kitchen I can hear them talking

I hear my name

I mainly listen to the three voices not the fourth one
 Amy specks first"Im worried about skye all she does any more is sit up strias in her room looking out the window "
Starr- "I know Im really scared for her mental health
Jess-"I think she will be just fine we just have to get her out of the states for a bit I mean we still have that condo in Helsinki
 dont we ha I rememebr that Skye's dad paid for that on her 18th birthday"
lamont-"guys you know skye has been standing in the hallway for awhile now "
I walk into the kitchen and just look at them
"Sure lets go to Finland ha It will take Starr away from cody and me away from Nick I mean hell Amy why dont you just drop out of college and lets all just give up what we all have here to go off to la la land where everything will be just fine "
everyone just looks at me as i fall to the floor
"Skye sweetie"
"No Amy for real I feel like shit my life is falling apart and I have nothing to prove for what i have done I am going no where "
everyoen just looks at me
"Skye do you want a drink maybe that will clam your nervous"
i look up at Starr with tear filled eyes and nod
"white russian please"
"on the rocks"
"nah"
"take that as a yes"

Amy pov

After Skye downed the whole bottle of vodka she went to the jack next she was downing all the booze in the house the whole nick thing has really gotten to her I went up to her room and noticed she had smoked almost a carten of cigs in the past day and a half she is really stressed out I got to get her out of this slum and to some place where no one knows her.

I go back down stairs and see Skye passed out on top of her drum set topless man she has hit the bottom really hard I pull the drum sticks out of the wall and lay her on the couch
starr is eating dinner and trying not to laugh at Skye.

I walk over to Starr "you heartless bitch your trying not to laugh at her you know what all nick has put her though we finally got her to stop crying"

"Im sorry Amy its just you should have seen her play the drums it was so funny no shoes no shirt it reminded me of the drummer from that one band she likes Jucie i think his name was"
I roll my eyes I dont even know what Starr lives here with us I mean after that big fight Skye and Starr got in after cody laft starr and cheated on her and stuff I cant believe she is still here

"Jess come on i got to plan things out okay Starr you stay down here with Lamont your little boy toy and watch over Skye "
Starr flips me off as i go up the stairs

I get Jess up to my room that i share with skye

"Jess okay this is my plan I know that Starr and Lamont will stay here no matter what and you cant leave here either I plan to leave here with Skye for about 2 or 3 weeks okay I planned this about 2 weeks ago i have already talked to my schol and well they said break is next week any ways i can take a head start so yeah I want you to pack all Skye's stuff tonight and put it in the back of my car okay "

"Amy are you sure you want to i mean Skye said she dont want to go "

"well I already got the maid cleaning up there and stuff"

Skye POV
Im dreaming I know it but I cant wake up all I see in front of me is a set of beautiful ice blue eyes that melt my heart away I am smiling the biggest smile and well im just standing there like everythign is okay i feel no pain and my sorrow is gone im happy just looking at this persons eyes I try to talk to them but my feet feels as if im nailed to the ground I start to panic

then i hear in a think accent of the voice i hear every night
"Soon my love we are gettign closer to each other as we speak by this time tomorow my love things will all click together and everything will be alright"

I wake up from my sleep im in Amy's car at the air port
"AMMMMYYY!!!!!"
"oh shit "
I see Amy put the last bag on to the cart
"amy i told you no"
"Skye please just trust me okay everything will be okay "
I fall asleep in the lobby after a long agruement with Amy I know she only wants the best for me

(sorry i have not been on ina long time just been busy with the doctor and my mom thank you all this is a new story just written today

I get to express my feelings in a creative way that is freedom of press and speech.

I get to do something I like and I get paid to do it, Poetry is a good hobby to have and an creative way to express your self and to get your feelings out if you hold stuff in it can make you ill and if you let it out in the wrong way you can a. be put in jail b.get sent to a mental ward or c. end up hurting some one you love and /or care about.

If I can not be a poet I would like to be a writer any type will do .Writing is a creative thing to do it also expresses your personality and it is a work of art in a way along with poetry.I write for fun I am writing three different books right now one called “What never was and shall be” the other s “Addict” and “Lovely lover”  but I had to delete them because my father didn’t not approve most of my stories are about vampires and secret worlds  my poetry express how I feel most of them are about heart break and love I write them for my friends and I .My friends tell me the truth about my poetry and I can always trust them to tell me if it is good or not. My third choice of job would have to a mental health Counselor I like to talk to talk to people and help them deal with there problems I like it when people confine in me and trust me I my act all mean but really I am a nice person at heart I am motherly like is what my friends say well the ones that know me well .I am a cancer in zodiac and the cancer is the motherly one in zodiac

Open up old wounds

Here I am once again alone in the world of hatred and pain

I am alone all thanks to you I gave you my heart and soul

As your knife digs into my heart you laugh at my pain as

I fall to the ground my cries are out to you for I gave you my

Heart in trust and love but yet you open up sealed wounds just to get a laugh or two

As you hear my cries you dig your knife deeper into my heart then you look into the box I gave you and you pull out my soul you look at me with that evil look and I am still begging and crying for you to stop but yet you laugh and then you break my little world leaving me in pain and misery my world is gone my life is destroyed and my love and hatred for you is the last thing I will ever have.

By Skye Rye

Why would somebody say that they love you then break your heart tell you that your beautiful then say that they never meant it was that love is it meant to make you think that you have a chance is it meant to make you think about that one person for hours on end just to have wasted your time when you guys break up? Is that love is? Is it meant to hurt like it does is it meant to drive you crazy why do we love it is only a cures but yet we all want it .

The knife you have put in my back burns like a thousand suns

The love you had given me pours out of my body leaving it cold and dark

The pain you made me feel all through my body as you leave the crime scene

Alone and cold in the dark ally way

I am sorry that I tried to love you I

I am sorry for what we had it was lust not love baby

I am sorry but I don’t need another friend

The cold lonely night is when it seems we fight and that is when you run to her arms

Leaving me cold and alone with my crazy family to only try hard to get you back

As you two get you clothes off and her skin touches your I feel a cold shiver through my spine as you to enjoin in the thing we were meant to have I cry for you are mine not hers so why would you hurt me the way you do as she moans I can tell she don’t please you as she grabs your back while yelling harder I can tell you feel nothing  for you are mine and no one can love you like I do baby I forgive you for you where vulnerable and weak to her powers to make you lust for her I know you didn’t mean to but shit happens as long as you come back to my warm open arm at night every thing will be okay ….By Skye

What was I not good enough for you was I to sweet was I to sour what was wrong with me the is the question burning up in side I want to scream out to you but you have gone to far and I know you just love to hear my cries for help and you I wonder what I did and didn’t do I wonder I wonder as I cry out to you I am down on my knees not begging for you back I am begging for you to just tell me what I did wrong .

Why you ask did I fall in love with you as I hit the ground bleeding want death to come to me fast but no death takes his time as you get in my face and ask me why I dare fall in love with you telling me I was going to get hurt and I should’ve known but I didn’t I don’t have a crystal ball telling me everything I learn for my mistakes baby and you was the biggest one I loved you trusted you but it turns out I was a toy you used me abused me and threw me to the ground as I cry out saying I love you finally the reaper has come and I am gone the last word I hear is that you never loved me

Crying feeling alone in a cold dark world where the only light is love but yet I cant find that light all because of you the light we had was lust and pain not love at all baby I am sorry but It was over when it started for when you try to fool the queen you only fool your self

Alone in a dark cold room that has no windows and no door out the only thing I have with me is my smile and a knife as my smile fade the knife start to look nice it looks to tempting like you as I grab it I hold it close to my skin a small cut is formed I let a scream you happiness I feel better for some odd reason I cut other parts of my body my arms my wrist my legs my ankles I get the same joy I had before when I was with you but this is love and it is addicting unlike you as I feel no pain I start to cry I beg out want to stop cause I feel my life slipping away

The penetrating blows of the bullets through my heart burn
I yell you for help I am begging scream yelling for you but yet you leave me to cry

You leave me out in the cold dark room where you first found me but you leave me with a gash in my heart it turns into a fountain of blood bleeding for you crying out for you

As you walk away I scream out once more just for you to silence my cries with a shush

Do I have Sucker written on my forehead?

For you take me and use me up just to throw me a way

You take me and abuse me just to laugh at my pain

You use me up abuse me and yet I still love you how can this be?

I feel used and abounded alone and cold shunned all at once how can this be all I did was love you but yet I must have had Sucker written on my forehead 

Smiles never heal a broken heart only love and kindness can heal such deep wounds

Kisses and hugs help a little but only when they are from the one you loved and you want

Family and friends are great unless they are back stabbers

And love fu(k that love is a bi*ch that will rule your world till it is a ruin in the pits of hell

Why do I long for you my love when the last words have been said is what I feel just lust for your body or is it love do I really want you to be mine this hunger I have for your love your body why do I want you so badly why I must ask you what is this curse you have cast unto me what is this feeling of of Love that I want so badly was what we had love or lust baby I need to know cause if I do try to move on I want to know what I may miss out on

How could I mess up my life so quickly I mean just yesterday I was in his arms laughing and smiling and yet here I am now wanting to cry I tell him the truth every last piece and yet he still leaves me I tell him yet he still leaves me how can he do this I thought I loved him and I thought he loved me but yet it seems every time I seem to find it the door gets slammed in my face and all I want s love and to be loved why cant I have what is want is it that had to give people ?

As I feel your cold arms hold me at night with lovely kisses and joyous hug I can tell that you truly love me we defy death every night we are with each other I see death knocking at our window but we do not answer for we a deeply in love

Death wants us death needs us our love is our everything death wants us death needs us but our love is stronger than anything death can throw at us our love it stronger yes stronger than death

Your sweet kisses remind me of hot summer days and your cold arms send shivers down my back but even though you do theses thing to me I love you even more everyday cause I love you and you love me and we must be with each other you need me and I need you so much we are lovers defying death each and every day with each other

*Death wants us death needs us our love is our everything death wants us death needs us but our love is stronger than anything death can throw at us our love it stronger yes stronger than death

(Repeat)*2 times

As our lips touch I feel a burning sensation that I want you to take over my body wrap your warm arms around pulling me closely into you your warm embrace I want you to love me but yet death wants us more what shall we do my love but try to defy death

*

I love and theres no way out

why would you go and do such vile things breaking the promise you made me you cheated you broke my heart and yet I take you back baby why oh why I ask you did you do such vile things I take you back cause I still love you but yet the trust you had before is gone I love you yes but the trust is gone and you will have to work your hardest to earn it back

You say you love me and I can see that you do but yet when a rumor comes around it totatly changes you you run into her arms like a horny dog with the smell of whisky and wine  I love is what you say to her but with just one look into your eyes she can tell you don’t mean it and that your thinking of me  and it is killing her inside you are mine and yet she still wants you

Passing away slowly and burning you out of my mind

The only thing that is left behind is old memories of you and me

The wonders the wounds

The happiness the sadness

The love the hate

And sadly that is how we ended was in hate

So passing away slowly and burning you out of my mind

These memories killing me softly and thinking of you till I die

Destruction of the heart down fall of the mind

With held from your love I am laying down crying