Why is love So hard when I am Loving you

Amy POV.

 

Wow the plane ride there was pleasant beside for Skye tossing and turning in her seat.

She was talking to someone. It was kind of creepy.

As the plane landed I woke Skye up from her little dream land.

"Skye its time to get up the plane has landed"

"Oh wa okay "

We head out of the plane and I catch out of the side of my eye a guy that looks just like Jyrki69 my heart skips a beat The is no way it is him because they are tour in the USA I thought.

 

Jussi69 pov

 

Things are falling apart lately.

My dreams have been so fucked up lately I can't think straight.

I just need to go home and rest for a bit I think that will help a whole lot.

"Jussi do what a drink?"

Baize holds out a beer for me

"Sure "

Jyrki finally gets back to the car after searching for him lost ring.

"Did you find it?"

"Yes and I seen some dinner "

I look at him and the boys how could they be thinking about blood at a time like this

"Well you guys have fun with that I'm staying in tonight"

The guys look at me like I have never said that before.

"Jussi you have to go out with us tonight it wouldn't be right "

I don't want to go but I feel like I have to so I will

"Okay but Im not eating tonight "

"Okay "

Jyrki just looks at me he knows something is wrong with me I just wish he would tell me what it is because I really do not know.

 

Skye POV

I open the door to my sweet little condo in my favorite place I already feel better.

It amazes me each time I come here its like the other half of me.

I run up to my bedroom and see my two big closest filled with my clothes my beautiful reviling club clothes and my sweet and romantic dinner clothes I cant wait I think Amy did the best thing for me.

I turn around to jump into my bed but I see a picture of Nick next to and it sends me back to time we came here to get away for a week gosh we spent day in and day out in the bed or in the Kitchen.

Amy walks in to my room and I just look at her and fall to the ground crying

"Oh my god Skye sweetie "

"Its okay im okay lets just go out and have fun"

I smile a fake it didn't fool Amy at all

"Skye I brought you here to cheer up not fall down in to a worse depression Sweetie I care about you "

 

I smile a real smile this time it felt good that she cares about me that I have a real friend

"Okay -I jump up and give her a hug- lets go out tonight "

Amy runs in to my closet full of clubbing clothes and pulls out my most reviling outfit

"Where this"

"What nooooo you can I wont "

"Ha okay then this"

She pulls out  a simple little black dress with a ankh on the back I wore that to my first 69 eyes show . I loved that dress it just spoke to me

 

I nodded my head in  approval the dress made me look hot.

Amy jumped up and down

Just seeing her happy made me happy I think this is her first time really clubbing with someone she gets along with.

Amy runs off talking to her self while putting on my skimpy little outfit.

 

Should i really be going out in a time like this.

Maybe im meant to go out and see what else os out there maybe i might just meet that voice that plays in my dreams.

 

Amy POV

 

Skye is already cheering up.

Im so happy I think that this trip has already helped her a little.

I cant wait to really go clubbing I have always wanted to go with Skye with all the crazy stories i have heard from Starr I know this is going to be a blast.

3 hours of getting ready past by make up shoes out fit changes (due to me lol )

I end up wearing a low cut Elvis shirt with a pair of black leather pants with sunglasses and Skye's fav ankh and Skye is wearing the simple black dress with a ankh on the back she has her hair put back in lovely flowing waves and curls she looks beautiful.

"You ready to go Skye "

Skye looks at her self one last time

"Yeah i think im ready to go "

Skye takes me out of her garage and pulls out the most beautiful car i have ever seen in my life it was bright green like neon green with purple lights the inside had purple velvet seat and hanging from the mirror was a heartagram and ankh

"Skye where in the hell did you get this "

"My dad paid half then i did some modeling jobs and that paid for the other half"

"Oh wow what kind of car is this "

"lamborghini  de pablo"

"Wow"

I hop in the car and Skye just jets off not even giving me time to put on my seat belt

"Ha I have missed my baby "

She rubs the dash board

"Wow is all i can say Skye i never knew you had this "

"no one does not eve Starr your the first person to ever ride in it besides me "

"okay so what club we going to "

"I dont know yet but I know its going to be jumping and If not well we will just go to my favorite bar always has  good people and usually packed"

"Ooh Kay buddy lets go"

"So wanna see it go a little faster?"

I do but im scared for my life right now

"Yes"

I watch Skye's foot as she barely taps the gas peddle and we just shoot off into the night

20 mins later what would usually take me and hour drive we are at this nice bar people are just flowing in and out of the doors the people look so different it amazes me

"Well here we are I have to go in and let Joni know im here in town you can follow me or make your self at home "

I think i will follow Skye she seems so at home here It amazes me how she just lets loose here in Finland like nothing ever happen

 

Joni's POV

I see my good friend Skye walk in to the bar and my eyes just pop out of my head I have not seen her in a year she looks so different.

She walks over and her hair is just flowing like a goddess's she catches every guys eyes as she walks over to me.

"Skye Darling ! oh are you my love"

"Oh Im doing pretty good could be better My friend Amy here wanted to see Finland and I needed a break from the American life  style so i she packed u pall my stuff before i could even talk about it she made the plans so now im here"

I look at her friend Amy She looks like Skye's type but they are not hanging all over each other Im guessing when Skye said friend she meant it Amy is beautiful tho her hair is long and such a dazzling brown she has a wonderful smile wow these two girls have looks that could kill.

Amy just stands there like she is amazed at how free Skye is acting

"Well Joni I think we are going to go mingle a little you remember where my place is right"

"yes how could i ever forget "

"true ha "

Skye gives me a kiss on the cheek I have a sense something is wrong with her I just do not know what yet.

 

Skye POV

I feel so at home yet held back a little I don't want Amy seeing me completely relaxed because I don't know yet if she would like it I will slowly open up a little more and let her in. We flirt around with some of the guys in the bar and they buy use some beer. Things didn't feel right I felt eyes looking at me from across the room not eyes of hate tho loving eyes like they adored me I look around to see who is looking at me and well pretty  much every guy in the room but one group of guys stood out to me more than the rest I seen the 69 eyes and a few other famous rock stars. I just look away and kinda text it to Amy

-SkyexSabotage- Oh my gee Amy look over your shoulder to the left in the back

-AmyxAffection- What why?

-SkyexSabotage- Just do it trust me

Amy looks over her shoulder like someone said her name and see them

-AmyxAffection- OH MY GOD should we go over there or something I mean Jussi seems to be staring one of us down

-SkyexSabotage- Nah let them come to us

-AmyxAffection- do you think they will

-SkyexSabotage- They will if he is really staring us down

-AmyxAffection- okay =]]

 

After a few more beers I start to feel a little crazy but I hold my self back for Amy's sake

I start talking to this really handsome guy name Mark.

Amy is talking to Marks friend Mike and well during this conversation two guys come up I ignore them because I was bust talking to someone else Amy just nudges me in the side.

I look up and see it is Jussi and Jyrki from the 69 eyes.

"Um would you ladies like to join me and my friends over there "

I look at Amy and nod

Amy gets up and stands next to Jyrki automatically

I just sit there

"Hi im Amy "

I look up to Jussi and no words are spoken it is like we have meet before

I look over to Jyrki.

"I am Skye "

Jussi just steps back a little like im going to hurt him in some way.

 

 "Amy sweetie I need to go for a ride and clear my head I will be back in like 20 minutes"

Amy looks at me like what is wrong

Jussi just looks at me again

"May I come?"

I look at Jussi and just nod my head.

 

Jyrki's POV

 

From across the room I could feel the tension between Jussi and the ginger they had this strong vibe going back and forth like they were feeding off each others energy I took Amy and had her sit down with me and my friend while Skye and Jussi exchanged few words between them .

"So Amy darling Why are you here in Finland?"

"My friend needed some down time from the American life style"

"Oh so you two are staying at a hotel here in Finland?"

"Oh no she has her own little town house here"

I look at Amy her eyes are gorgeous its hard not to stare at her.

Joni walks over to Amy

"Amy where is Skye her lambo is no out back"

Ah so they are the ones that flew past us in the lambo I thought it would be Bam or one of his friends

"She went for a Ride Joni she has a a lot on her mind "

"I couldn't guess with how she was acting I mean something is wrong she only comes to Finland when she is trying to get away from something "

"Yeah plus I was kind of begging her "

"Oh Amy I see you have met Jyrki"

"Hello Joni long time no see how many months?"

"About 3 -4 months "

"Ha well it has been forever almost while I have you here Joni I will take the usual and get the pretty lady here a ---"

I wait for Amy to speak up

"A beer  please"

"Okay coming right up"

"Thank you Joni"

Joni walks away she is very beautiful beside the scar she has on her face from the bar fights.

"So Amy what do you do "

"Oh well im going to college at the moment I on break right now but Im majoring in Journalism and taking several other classes like photography and things"

"Oh that is good tell me more "

"well lets see Im 19 and well I listen to everything from Elvis to slayer"

"Ah so you have a wide range in music great"

"Yea "

I need to come up with some ideas something to talk to her about damn think Jyrki think

"So how did you meet Skye"

"Well funny story we first started talking online and writing stories together and stuff we lost contact for a few years until one day she was in my state for a photo shoot and I was the photographers helper that day I seen her and she just pretty much tackled me to the ground later that month she told me that she was moving in with me and I was like okay "

 

"Do you model your self?"

"Nooooo!"

"Why not I mean your very beautiful "

Amy starts to blush as the blood runs to her face I smile

I cant smile to big or she will see my fangs but if I do a quick smile and nod to her that might hide it

"thank you"

I look at her one more time before I start to thirst for something that will end my hunger

Her skin is so white and her neck so warm just begging me to bite into it

"So what kind of things are you into?"

"Well I love to write and draw a little "

"Oh so do I "

 

Jussi's POV

As Skye and I drive away in her car she looks over to me

"Why did you want to come?"

I don't know why I wanted to come what should I say to her

"Because I needed to get out of there "

"But why did you want to ride with me?"

"Why are you asking so many questions?"

I just look at her she is so beautiful I have never seen someone like her she reminds me of one of the red heads that you would read about in queen of the damned her outfit showed the shape of her hourglass body and her blue eyes could bring any guy to his knees

"Im sorry Jussi its just im really stressed out and kinda just wanted to be alone "

"Oh im sorry "

I look at her and I have this sudden urge to just grab her face and kiss her I think I will at the next stop light

She looks over to me

"Jussi have you ever had someone invade your dreams?"

What makes her ask this?

"every night why?"

Her head shoots  forward as she presses down on the gas peddle a little more.

"No reason"

Skye finally comes to a stop light and I lose my gut to do it.

"Skye why did you let me come with you"

She slows down the car a little and put a little smile on her face

"I don't know "

She comes to a stop

"What are you doing "

"Get out "

"What "

"Get out "

"Why"

"Just trust me get out "

I get out of the car and she drives off a little bit into the darkness she did not just leave me out here in the middle of no where did she I look ahead and see brake lights and looks like she is parking

A sigh of relief comes over me

She runs up to me bare foot with her hair down laughing at me and pointing

"You thought I was going to leave you didn't  you "

"Yea"

She gives me a hug ... it felt so right all the worries I had today where nothing

"So lets start over now"

She smiles and it just warms my heart she is so beautiful.

 

 "Hello I'm Jussi I play the drums in the band called the 69 eyes have you heard of us?"

"Well hello Jussi I'm Skye and yes I have heard of them they are one of my favorite bands you are a very good drummer but I tend to go for the lead singer even tho the drummers are my favorite"

I could tell she was joking about the lead singer thing just trying to mess around with me

"So what do we do know?"

"I don't know lets walk"

We started to walk around the park and just enjoy the peace and quite she would look at me from time to time her eyes just sung out to me kiss me over and over again with each and every look should I? I don't know

I stop and she turns around to face me as she turns to face me I give her the most passionate kiss I can but then I start to taste blood and push her away

she was in shock her fingers on her lips as blood slowly flows out of her bottom lip.

"Jussi don't let a little blood stop you Wow "

"I think we should head back to the bar"

He blood tasted so sweet like no other blood I had tasted before in my life it was hard being in the same car as her

She pretty much flew though the lights one by one just little blurs and lines of light