Why is love So hard when I am Loving you

Don't turn your back on Fear

Skye Pov

As the rain fall outside my window, I hear his calls for me. I dont know his name, but i know that he loves me and someday we will meet. My daydream is ruined by Amy, Starr and Jess play fighting with lamont.

Amy walks up stairs to my room
"Skye come down here and join us stop being so gloomy "
I just look at her. she is a great friend but i dont know if i should tell her about this voice i hear calling out to me and how it just sooths me for some reason I think she would think im insane

Amy just looks at me and walks over and gives me a hug
"Skye everything will be okay Nick is the one missing out "
I just look up to her

"Amy can i tell you soemthing I really dont care what nick has done he means nothing to me know I have this little gut feelign there is someone better out there for me "
I look out the window again just listening to see if i can hear his voice again
"Skye"
"Yes Amy"
She just looks at me and shakes her head
"Dinner will be on the table in a hour "
"okay"

I wait half a hour till i walk down the stairs slowly everyone is in the kitchen I can hear them talking

I hear my name

I mainly listen to the three voices not the fourth one
 Amy specks first"Im worried about skye all she does any more is sit up strias in her room looking out the window "
Starr- "I know Im really scared for her mental health
Jess-"I think she will be just fine we just have to get her out of the states for a bit I mean we still have that condo in Helsinki
 dont we ha I rememebr that Skye's dad paid for that on her 18th birthday"
lamont-"guys you know skye has been standing in the hallway for awhile now "
I walk into the kitchen and just look at them
"Sure lets go to Finland ha It will take Starr away from cody and me away from Nick I mean hell Amy why dont you just drop out of college and lets all just give up what we all have here to go off to la la land where everything will be just fine "
everyone just looks at me as i fall to the floor
"Skye sweetie"
"No Amy for real I feel like shit my life is falling apart and I have nothing to prove for what i have done I am going no where "
everyoen just looks at me
"Skye do you want a drink maybe that will clam your nervous"
i look up at Starr with tear filled eyes and nod
"white russian please"
"on the rocks"
"nah"
"take that as a yes"

Amy pov

After Skye downed the whole bottle of vodka she went to the jack next she was downing all the booze in the house the whole nick thing has really gotten to her I went up to her room and noticed she had smoked almost a carten of cigs in the past day and a half she is really stressed out I got to get her out of this slum and to some place where no one knows her.

I go back down stairs and see Skye passed out on top of her drum set topless man she has hit the bottom really hard I pull the drum sticks out of the wall and lay her on the couch
starr is eating dinner and trying not to laugh at Skye.

I walk over to Starr "you heartless bitch your trying not to laugh at her you know what all nick has put her though we finally got her to stop crying"

"Im sorry Amy its just you should have seen her play the drums it was so funny no shoes no shirt it reminded me of the drummer from that one band she likes Jucie i think his name was"
I roll my eyes I dont even know what Starr lives here with us I mean after that big fight Skye and Starr got in after cody laft starr and cheated on her and stuff I cant believe she is still here

"Jess come on i got to plan things out okay Starr you stay down here with Lamont your little boy toy and watch over Skye "
Starr flips me off as i go up the stairs

I get Jess up to my room that i share with skye

"Jess okay this is my plan I know that Starr and Lamont will stay here no matter what and you cant leave here either I plan to leave here with Skye for about 2 or 3 weeks okay I planned this about 2 weeks ago i have already talked to my schol and well they said break is next week any ways i can take a head start so yeah I want you to pack all Skye's stuff tonight and put it in the back of my car okay "

"Amy are you sure you want to i mean Skye said she dont want to go "

"well I already got the maid cleaning up there and stuff"

Skye POV
Im dreaming I know it but I cant wake up all I see in front of me is a set of beautiful ice blue eyes that melt my heart away I am smiling the biggest smile and well im just standing there like everythign is okay i feel no pain and my sorrow is gone im happy just looking at this persons eyes I try to talk to them but my feet feels as if im nailed to the ground I start to panic

then i hear in a think accent of the voice i hear every night
"Soon my love we are gettign closer to each other as we speak by this time tomorow my love things will all click together and everything will be alright"

I wake up from my sleep im in Amy's car at the air port
"AMMMMYYY!!!!!"
"oh shit "
I see Amy put the last bag on to the cart
"amy i told you no"
"Skye please just trust me okay everything will be okay "
I fall asleep in the lobby after a long agruement with Amy I know she only wants the best for me

(sorry i have not been on ina long time just been busy with the doctor and my mom thank you all this is a new story just written today